{"id":311,"date":"2015-09-07T23:47:44","date_gmt":"2015-09-07T23:47:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.refulgir.com\/k\/?p=311"},"modified":"2020-08-28T16:56:49","modified_gmt":"2020-08-28T16:56:49","slug":"mi-absurdo-deseo-sereno-querer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.refulgir.com\/k\/en\/mi-absurdo-deseo-sereno-querer\/","title":{"rendered":"Mi absurdo deseo: Sereno querer"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

My absurd desire<\/s> want: serene want<\/s> desire<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want not to lie
and I desire not to lie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want two sapphires quasi virid,
pure snow surrounded by ringlets;
wind and echo, chants and yells,
et pallid mel dearly dulcet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n

But I am cold,
I touch thee and congeal me.
I desire shelter…
or tepid snow.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to rob thee,
to touch thee and not to congeal me.
I desire not to near myself to thee
and never get cold.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want more gems, mounts of gems,
reddish ripples and uniform snow,
cyan sapphires on a silk cloak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want more gems
but not any gem.
I desire tepid snow
but Deus noninvent it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want a curly cyan clear;
but I only have an opal quasi rainbow,
without viridity, without curlicues.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I desire a rainbow gem…
but I want thee.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I desire thou dost not hinder me maledict mountain
et I can admire the empyrean of stars.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want more mounts,
to mine rubies and sapphires;
but I only have the plane sea
and the infinity of colourful stars.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I desire to swim profoundly betwixt luminescent fish,
and float very high
traverse welkins and intangible opals.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to ogle thee and marvel me…
fascinate myself by thy fictitious immensity.
I desire to scale thee and to draw me near the sky.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I have not mountains, neither snow, nor sapphires;
only fulgorous stars and spongy clouds.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to watch thee shining but I can not.
I want other mountains thus,
since they remind me about thee.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I desire not to be absurd
and to unfetter myself from this yoke,
to distance myself off the solid
and flow in the fluids.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I desire you break,
erode and topple.
I want to pick you, to mine you, to thresh you,
that you embrace me and love me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

But I do not see the mountains,
they are not even near.
Neither I see stars nor intangible opals.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to see you,
although I desire so much that seeing import me too little.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to want you \u00a1Maledict spiral!
That ironically is the most profound in you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I desire not to want you,
not even to see you;
since I can swim in the plane
and be the only wave of the sea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to fornicate thee and to fornicate you.
I desire to love… and to want it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I desire not to want what I want,
I desire to want what I desire.
I desire to know that I can.
I want to do what I desire.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

My absurd desire want: serene want desire I want not to lieand I desire not to lie. I want two sapphires quasi virid,pure snow surrounded by ringlets;wind and echo, chants and yells,et pallid mel dearly dulcet.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_locale":"en_GB","_original_post":"http:\/\/www.refulgir.com\/k\/?p=148","footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-311","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poesia","en-GB"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.refulgir.com\/k\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/311","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.refulgir.com\/k\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.refulgir.com\/k\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.refulgir.com\/k\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.refulgir.com\/k\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=311"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.refulgir.com\/k\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/311\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":414,"href":"https:\/\/www.refulgir.com\/k\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/311\/revisions\/414"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.refulgir.com\/k\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=311"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.refulgir.com\/k\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=311"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.refulgir.com\/k\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=311"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}